Sincere Oblation

Beyond the dream youve created im the one youve been expected to stay, you said. I'm the wonder inside your old funny head, you said. I'm a cruelty as the rainbow has its time to disappear to break the joy of satisfaction. Yet, I pray to the goodness of God to enlighten the day of darkness you said I've created in your days of waste. So, I'm breaking a brick to hurt my fingers and bleed as love and its unlimited pain.

Next time if you see me naked, dont pursue your imagination to the top of discomfortness. I dont flirt to make you morose. I will let you swing to reach the cloudnine. As long as you dont hurt my knees till them bleed, I'd love to make you stick with my pain that favors. You own my sorrow and beatitude. Please set me free to roll over at the mud of the wilderness, for once.

I love you till my nerves bleed.

A Story of Her Life

I was lost in the garden of the past
then a butterfly came out of no where
She led me to escape the rain of pain
and dragged me out of the river of suffer
and now I am staring at the ocean of emotion
Preparing to drown in it

Well, it's an adventure anyway
Who knows I might find a bigger boat to conquer this mighty ocean
So let the time decide whether I am dying here or find a new island to settle down
I am more than a thrilled to rise in the east!

Here, I am no longer laying low
Not going with the flow
Look what I believe now
A cloud nine will visit me somehow

lipsy cloudy

lipsy cloudy by karinadean featuring home wall decor

Kemarau di Tanah Semai

Aku berhadapan dengan murka ku sendiri. Sewujud dengan debur hujan yang menggerus batu kali. Sekeras aku memukul kaca dengan instrumen kayu. Apalah yang aku pertanyakan kali ini? Tak secuil pun senyum yang muncul untuk melawan murka. Untuk apa aku merajut dendam tak berkesudahan dengan ego yang lebih tajam daripada jarum? Untuk apa aku memanjakan amarah dengan sekelumit egosentris yang melekat dengan jiwaku? Dengan segenap ratapan bodoh berbau kelemahan tak menggubris jiwaku yang meronta - ronta, sungguh tak terarah. Aku merasa menjadi manusia dungu dengan segala ambisi negatif yang kini kian tak terkendali.

Jangan tatap mataku! Berani kau tatap mataku? Kuhantam batinmu dengan kesinisan prasangkaku!

Aku sedang tak bisa menjaga diriku, jadi janganlah usik aku dengan cerita bodohmu. Karena kali ini, keledai pun tidak lebih dungu daripada aku. Tetapi, percayalah pisau bermata dua pun tak kebih menyakitkan dari reaksi ku terhadap aksi mu.

Have Had It Enough

Since love is so hard, it's never been easy, it's never been right until you realize what you all see those times aren't savory

All you will find is struggle until the end

It's nice in the beginning, it's not really something in the end

The truth is whenever you realize it doesn't go as you plan, all you need to do is step away and never come back

I never asked to be found,because I wanna find the rightest one while I think it's better to find love than murder one

Men is all that with what they named virility, you asked them they killed you, you doubted them they would hurt you

It's never been dead like you cause to smile on your face, they just don't swallow the bitter ones

It is what you call darling, baby, honey, sweetheart, but it never sweetens your heart thoroughly 

Because the one you thought you came for wasn't everything they would make some effort to be about

It's all your choice to give up or be given up

Or you might take a step to invigorate?

You've had it already anyway.....

A Dagger to Kill A Soulless Life

please don't stop climbing
please don't stop trying
please don't stop fighting

like a blood drops from a knife
like a dagger rips my life
you, devil by name a sacrifice
a deviant trembling bones you alive
thrive
it expands nothing like
happiness in a wild
stop ripping my life
my soul alive
i wanna keep it alive
for once in a life
i wanna find a passion to die
waiting for a soul to arrive

you morose
a thorn in a rose
you prose

no
don't
be here still so
like my mind and my love
for you, moron.....

A Letter from Feminists

Fierce and fly
Let those thoughts blow your mind
Let me catch your sight
Fly high
Remind me to break the style
When the woman shows her thigh
Let there be yourself shy
What's in your mind?
Don't break your fight
You may get high
As long as you don't go into the fire
Keep it dignified
Keep yourself in the light
Say it, women blight

We women swear, tear but we bear
Like we don't care
But we like to share

We women crush and rush
We push as solid as tush
But you man, you are a bush
To hurt us and say "shush!"

Flip and flop
You gotta stop
Let those thoughts only be the thoughts
Don't let it cross
Over the distance of the globe
Let there be a snow
Over the Europe
Let stow
But don't let your mind tied by the rope